So I may go to the 2014 Exxotica in Atlantic City on the 11th or 12th, if time permits. The chance is 50 – 50 right now since I have no idea if it can work for my schedule. If I do go then it will likely be on the Saturday, and I will update the plan next week. It goes from 5 to midnight on Friday and 1 to 10 pm on Saturday, and I’m likely to drive over early afternoon and head back home at the end of the day. If anyone recolonize me there feel free to say hello~ I plan on walking around by myself for the most part, but I don’t mind someone to tag along for photos. There will be plenty of photos of me and porn stars at the show, if I do go.
Oh also I have been crazy busy the past 2 weeks, so apologies for the photo delay. Here’s one with a new pose, looks rather nice~
It’s based on my recent school girl selfie and I love it~! If anyone wish to get a commission similar to this, just click on his avatar above. In fact, I will add a commission/ fanart section and try to get new ones slowly. I use to watch a lot of anime, since it’s more common in Asia as evening kids shows. I can’t help but feel the newer and popular ones drag on unnecessarily just so the show would never end. So I stick to the ones aimed for older audiences, much less of the crisis –> power up –> whinny kid save the world and other cliches. Cowboy bebop and Redline were the last two good ones I can remember. Yes, I am following Space Dandy now.
Interestingly enough, on DeviantArt and some hentai sites, people are judgmental towards anything that’s not their own fetish. I had a really hard time finding someone who won’t simply say no as soon as they see I’m a TS. I even get random strange comments regularly saying how I’m hurting the innocent minds by “confusing” them, and how disgusting for them to fap to my photos. Riiiiight, they ended up on my site or DA page “by accident” I’m sure. Also I guess it’s perfectly natural to get turned on by tentacle porn but not by a trap. Anyway, I understand the internet brings out all the pricks in the world, but it’s just terrible when the judged turn around and judge others and fail to see the irony. I have a dream that one day everyone can just watch their own favorite porn in peace.
Before I start my rant against those TS who are criticizing Jared Leto’s acceptance speech, the new photo is at the bottom. The stockings are neon 40 from wolford for those who are wondering. Most of my costumes are halloween stuff from leg avenue and the other seasonal sexy wear makers.
So I’m sure most people have heard about the Jared Leto drama by this point. For the others, everything started from the movie “Dallas buyers club”. Jared Leto played a TS in the film, and won the best supporting actor Oscar for it. Then he went on to make a very nice acceptance speech on stage. In which he started by thanking his mom and many others that helped him in his life, touched base on the events unfolding Ukraine and Venezuela, then ended by mentioning the hardships LGBT community have endured. Suddenly all the Hollywood trans bloggers all went up in arms criticizing him for being “ignorant”, and “the fact that a man in drag is playing a trans woman, perpetuates the stereotype that we are men in drag.”
For the record, I see absolutely no problem with Jared Leto playing a TS in the film, and absolutely no problem with his acceptance speech. Most of the TS friends of mine don’t understand the “outrage” either. Of course, we are simple east coast people, and we are not trying to make into show biz. The ones who are writing angry blogs about this are mostly in show biz. See the connection? This is not about Cis people vs Trans, or how “he doesn’t understand us”. No, this is about a jealous bunch angry for missing a big production film, while simultaneously hurting actual drag queens, CD, TS, and their own image. To most of the world, other TS included, these show biz TS bloggers are making the whole TS community look like a group of unappreciative hate mongers.
News flash, Philip Seymour Hoffman wasn’t actually a Scientology mastermind when he acted in “The master”; Leonardo Dicaprio isn’t an actual con-man when he acted in “Wolf of wall street”; and Mr NEO isn’t a hacker in real life. Why wasn’t the Scientologists, hackers, and scammers up in arms for being played by someone not of their own kind in a film? Because they understand movies are not real. You do not need to be a war vet to play one in a movie, you do not need to be god to cast the voice of god, and you certainly do not need to be on hormones or post-op to convince the viewers that you are a TS. Only two things matter, look the part, and be bankable. Jared Leto has both.
About the “negative image” argument, I say stop acting like children and be patient. Things you deem broken will take time to be fixed, by throwing a tantrum as soon as the first exposure to the problem doesn’t go perfectly your way will not help. Jared Leto did well in the film, he addressed the problems facing the LGBT community on a global stage, and he showed great humility while doing it. What more do you want? By complaining like a bunch of soiled brats for not getting exactly what you want is far more damaging to our image.
My new favorite costume and photo! the outfit is very stretchy and form fitting for me, I will be buying a few other color versions of it. Normally each type of costume only look good for a certain body type. For me, anything with mini skirt that show off the legs and mid section will look good, but bare shoulder dresses or teddy don’t look as good. This is one of the lessons a TS/CD needs to learn, find what fits their body. The stockings are gifts from someone who loves stockings, turns out they look amazing on photo~ I will try wearing more shinny stockings in the future.
People have been getting anxious to see my new videos. There will be more coming after I move I promise~ The moving won’t start until late March the earliest, and I will still be available until then. Hopefully everything can be done within a week or two once it starts, exciting times. I will be adding a wish list for some items I may need for the new place soon. Sharing links have been added below every page too, feel free to link to your social media if you want. Oh yes, I will give a quick tour of the new place too. I will also be starting live cam shows once I settle in my new place, more room makes a lot of things possible. Porn is also a possibility, but I will start with solo stuff and see how it looks. All of the links will be added on this site, so once something is out, you will see it added right here.
So a lot of people have asked me if China is less accepting of the whole trans idea vs the US. In general, most Asian communities have a lot more “old school” mind sets that do not fit into western life style or even fit with the modern times. Things like eating a certain types of food during certain holidays are fun, but others like “Everyone needs at least one male child to keep the family name” becomes heavy burdens on people. So new ideas like LGBT were not even widely known until recently. However, most of the hardcore close minded conservatives grew up in the propaganda era, and their influence is diminishing as time pass. The younger generation are very open minded, the 90- and 00- gen are very in-tune with western trends like hipster culture, hiphop, and LGBT issues. So the society on average see trans as exotic and taboo, going to Thailand for the ladyboy shows is quite popular during the golden week long holidays. (It’s a thing in both China and Japan to work the scheduling magic and combine days off into a week long national vacation.)
Modern make up and plastic surgery also help a lot. Like I always say, the world is unfair. The same person can quickly change their mind about trans issues based on how passable you are. It sounds judgmental but it makes sense, people fear unknowns. A more passable trans person will appear more familiar to people so their fear goes away. Also similar to south american TV, the Chinese TV is filled with soap and drama. Trans person getting onto talent shows quickly become a trend when Harisu(하리수/河莉秀) first exploded in south Korean media. The key word is “伪娘”, aka “trap”, meaning fake lady. You would see one on TV getting 15 minutes of fame. Because of this, even the most old school people are getting use to it. (also the tradition of old school Beijing opera only cast male to crossdress female roles helped a bit.)
However, people only like to watch and talk about trans, they normally don’t like it when it’s their own family member they have to deal with. It’s the opposite of the US actually. People in China would talk about it when it’s all fun and games, but turn old school close minded when they have to deal with one in person. Where in the US from my experience, people would avoid talking about trans in front of their friends and family, while secretly love it behind close doors. I simply pick and choose the people that are ok with me to associate with, while working hard to avoid dealing with anyone who are not. This way, both societies are no different from my personal point of view, since I will be surrounded by the same type of people. Good way to keep myself happy.